The first single from the upcoming record "altered state" in which I turn up the amps and get loud again. LYRICS: gotta find a way to get through the day gotta learn to do more than medicate gotta walk and talk and stay awake tired of being tired with a headache will to survive kill or feel alive trying not to die again always find me lost inside a broken brain hoping i can face another sunday morning i am not my sickness if i made it through the worst can it just get better? maybe i am wired to self-destruct all of this desire is never enough how can i get through this when i can’t sleep why must i always feel incomplete?
first single from "allodynia" -- not really representative of anything else on the album but upbeat and catchy enough. full record out in january 2015 with inevitable bonus tracks of covers and more! LYRICS: constantly mourning community buried in a winter ministry i am a stone all monotone never feeling right at home and in this sea of faces in outer spaces is when i feel so alone i have faith in me but not in this body cry cry cry cry cry i'm scared and shivering who am i to try and find some solitude when anxiety is endlessly keeping me inside we are losing our senses fighting uphill an eye for a blinded eye scared to go outside i can't cope like this when the violence kicks my soul all of the time i know i can change but this country seems so disengaged from what is happening so i'd rather be in my own company and that is scary anxiety is endlessly keeping me inside
featuring meghan lamb on vocals
feat. meghan lamb on vocals!
i figured it was time i finally cover an ELO song.
featuring meghan lamb on vocals!
i can't believe i haven't covered this song til now. it's so perfect.
this song was one of the 45 records my parents owned, and that i played over and over again. didn't find out that lennon/mccartney wrote it til many years later.
includes a looped sample of a cigarette lighter
wow i can't believe i covered this recently. well, okay, i can admit that i'm a sucker for a schmaltzy romantic ballad.
from my instrumental record released on 05.07.2012
definitely one of the hardest songs i've ever covered. keep in mind that i couldn't play that tricky guitar opening, nor can i sing at all as good as Jeff could (obviously).
i also recently covered my favorite song of all time. this song always puts me in the best mood and i truly love this entire record by the buggles!
drums by Toby Goodman, everything else is me. i've recorded acoustic versions of this song before, but this is the version i've been hoping to do for a very long time.
featuring meghan lamb
featuring meghan lamb