Jesse Ward 3 tracks on Soundclound

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What Do You See?
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: You'll never, you'll never get away You belong here with the demons and castaways Like a fever, you'll feel it begin to consume You see this hell is different for everyone Chorus: So tell me stranger, what do you see? What's the nightmare burning in your world? Cause I've spent a thousand years here, And I'm due a thousand more, and I could really use a friend right now Forever, forever I've spent here alone This nightmare, it conjures an evil unknown Like a fever, you'll feel begin to consume You see there's hope, but only to tease us Chorus: So tell me stranger, what do you see? What's the nightmare burning in your world? Cause I've spent a thousand years here, And I'm due a thousand more, and I could really use a friend right now I've tried to run away before, Let me tell you how far away I got Before the demons claimed me, Before the fog came and wiped it all away If you're crossing this line you ought to know You're never going back the way you came again Once this place has marked you, You're one of us until the end of time Chorus: So tell me stranger, what do you see? What's the nightmare burning in your world? Cause I've spent a thousand years here, And I'm due a thousand more, and I could really use a friend right now

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American Dream
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: I want a brand new car, a brand new house I want a diamond ring, I want a platinum plated throne. I want them all to look at me and feel the envy I want a feature of myself in Forbes' magazine Chorus: Maybe you would be a little happier if you Learned to live within your means We all want to view the world from the top All this greed, it's the American dream I want their eyes, I want to taste the fame I want a penthouse suite that I'll never even use I want the whole damn world to know my name I want a bank account with lots of figures I can waste Chorus: Maybe you would be a little happier if you Learned to live within your means We all want to view the world from the top All this greed, it's the American dream Oh, we're all alone too blind to see Oh, we chase the throne Meanwhile they legislate ways to keep us down, Behind our backs. Oh, we're so alone. Fuck the American dream Chorus: Maybe you would be a little happier if you Learned to live within your means We all want to view the world from the top All this greed, it's the American dream

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Mirror
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Staring into the mirror, I don't like a thing I see Everything is getting clearer and I've fucked myself up again. Break down and start all over, my heart is growing colder I just keep growing older, my demons keep getting stronger Chorus: I don't know why I feel so dead inside Some days I come alive Most days I struggle to survive I've lost who I used to be Mirror's staring back at me, But I don't know the man I see Looking deep into my eyes, see something I don't recognize Face to face with all my lies, something in me wants to die I'm not insane in my head, but the voices deep inside are I collapse into my bed, praying I don't wake again Chorus: I don't know why I feel so dead inside Some days I come alive Most days I struggle to survive I've lost who I used to be Mirror's staring back at me, But I don't know the man I see It's not about finding the cheap way out I need some peace of mind to close my eyes I know I might have been okay in time, I couldn't wait to find a place to close my eyes Just a little closer now, I'm coming Grab the razor from the shelf, start cutting No one can save me Resolve is fading Time to die Chorus: I don't know why I feel so dead inside Some days I come alive Most days I struggle to survive I've lost who I used to be Mirror's staring back at me, But I don't know the man I see

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All the King's Horses
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics How many friends have I lost along the way? How many more to fall with every passing day? Is there such a thing as a quest so righteous To justify the loss of life so priceless? I can't fake this apathy anymore I can't face destruction anymore Chorus: I gotta walk this road alone, it's okay it's the only way I've known They say where the heart's at is also home, so what's it say that I have no home? All the king's horses were on loan, I had to mend my scars alone All it says when you read my tombstone, "I walked this road alone" How many years have passed since this began? I've learned along the way time can not be outran I'm growing old and tired and the end's still not in sight It feels like more and more day is outweighed by the night I can't fake this apathy anymore I can't face destruction anymore Chorus: I gotta walk this road alone, it's okay it's the only way I've known They say where the heart's at is also home, so what's it say that I have no home? All the king's horses were on loan, I had to mend my scars alone All it says when you read my tombstone, "I walked this road alone" Every step in the road to tomorrow Seems paved with the pain of yesterday And I decay Every time I try to turn away I fall right back into my fate I'm encased Chorus: I gotta walk this road alone, it's okay it's the only way I've known They say where the heart's at is also home, so what's it say that I have no home? All the king's horses were on loan, I had to mend my scars alone All it says when you read my tombstone, "I walked this road alone"

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Holy War
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics It's seems you've found another brainless mouth to whore, Controlling impotent minds to settle scores Blood still rains in sheets upon your gilded streets Contracted martyrs gained to help you control the fleet The panic ridden public, an overzealous ego And further down into the rabbit hole do we go The bombs are prepped and ready, the war is underway And from above you think that God is smiling down on you today. Chorus: Ruling from the highest throne, Murderers hurl themselves into your arms These holy wars manufacture the self-fulfilling prophecy. How bloody must the ground be before the people wake up? It's time to break the cycle and drain the wine from the cup Until the kings have fallen, until their kingdom's pillaged Until there's no one left to oppose their will in every village The sun won't rise tomorrow, the gods won't intervene As long as God exists there'll be killing in the same routine The symptom is the killing, the symptom is division But the disease was born when man chose to invent religion. Chorus: Ruling from the highest throne, Murderers hurl themselves into your arms These holy wars manufacture the self-fulfilling prophecy. I've seen the future, it's bleak Apocalyptically destined, we're weak Chorus: Ruling from the highest throne, Murderers hurl themselves into your arms These holy wars manufacture the self-fulfilling prophecy.

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Save Yourselves
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: This air inside burns like a fire in me. I feel my lungs turn to ash from within. The world you cultivate, it seems so toxic to me. This is the last time I will give my all to you. I'll let this world burn down, it's time I turned around. Chorus: You have taken all my light, You have left me out to die And now there's nothing left inside. This used to be worth fighting for, But now I'm walking out that door. I'm not the hero you knew before. My apathy, born of your vicious cycle. I intervene just to see the sins repeated. Even the strongest heroes, the ones you all look up to, They all need something to keep them in the fight. I'll let this world burn down, it's time I turned around. Chorus: You have taken all my light, You have left me out to die And now there's nothing left inside. This used to be worth fighting for, But now I'm walking out that door. I'm not the hero you knew before. Nothing lasts forever, you had to see this coming. Nothing lasts forever. Nothing lasts forever, you had to see this coming. Nothing lasts forever. It's time you saved yourselves. Chorus: You have taken all my light, You have left me out to die And now there's nothing left inside. This used to be worth fighting for, But now I'm walking out that door. I'm not the hero you knew before. No. Let Go.

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Lay Down Your Guns
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Staring down the barrel of a gun, How do I show you that I'm not your enemy, We're not your enemy? Clutching strangers hands cause we can't run anymore, We've made our peace with God, We just want this to end. Chorus: Lay down your guns, lay down your guns All the killing has to end, we were meant for than this. Let them live another day, let them see another sun All the killing has to end, where'd we ever go so wrong? Living in a fear of what's to come If we leave the safety of our own homes With all this madness. Looking over our shoulders in fear now, All these innocent lives lost, Terrified we may be next. Chorus: Lay down your guns, lay down your guns All the killing has to end, we were meant for than this. Let them live another day, let them see another sun All the killing has to end, where'd we ever go so wrong? We question our God for allowing this to happen. Why can't we break the cycle? What happened to compassion? We turn the TV on to see another story. Why did he have to do it? And how did we let this happen? Chorus: Lay down your guns, lay down your guns All the killing has to end, we were meant for than this. Let them live another day, let them see another sun All the killing has to end, where'd we ever go so wrong?

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The Final Cut
Jesse Ward 3

I've been here watching a long time To see you treating her like shit. I've been here just biding my time Waiting for her to give me the call. What kind of man would ever make her live in fear? The second you lay hands on her, I'll bring the body bags. Chorus: I can't wait to see the way your limbs leave your body. I can't wait to stain the ground with your fucking blood. I've been waiting for a long time to do this. This one's for me, but the final cut will be for her. I control the cut so it's perfect. You brought out the darker side of me. I been preparing a long time, I'm not afraid of a prison cell. How many different pieces can I make from you? The second you laid hands on her, You were doomed for body bags. Chorus. No, it won't be quick. I'll make it last, I'll savor every minute. There's just one thing to do with somebody like you I won't share this earth with somebody like you. There's just one thing to do with somebody like you. You don't deserve this life if you put your hands upon her. Somebody better wake the mortician. I've got a late entry, one more sad addition. Solo I've been here watching a long time To see you treating her like shit. Chorus

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I've Always Been Better At Goodbye
Jesse Ward 3
ballad
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Poison Hits Our Veins
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: She wakes, but it's a moment too soon For the dreams she departs were all she had. Rebelling against the rising sun, she pleads for one more moment. Can you read her mind? Can you feel pain? Or do you pretend that it's not there, just as she pretends it's not there? Chorus: I will not watch you, I will not stand by And watch you kill yourself. I feel it deep inside every time That razor cuts your skin. She fakes every smile for you So the pain she hides remain unseen. Deflecting every question you ask her now, She bleeds in silent anguish. Can you spare the time? Can you save here life? Or do you leave her in her world alone, Just as she prepares to leave this world, alone? Chorus: I will not watch you, I will not stand by And watch you kill yourself. I feel it deep inside every time You tip that bottle back. Are you sure you want to go and throw this life away? It doesn't have to be this way. Take a step down off the ledge and take my hand, We'll fly away. But if you fall, then I fall too. Solo Chorus: I will not watch you, I will not stand by And watch you kill yourself. I feel it deep inside every time The poison hits your veins. I can not lose you, I will not go on. I watched you kill yourself. I'll be right by your side this time, The poison hits my veins.

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Different Hearts
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: I asphyxiate in different ways, Every moment is a fight to survive. I recall the days, long since passed away, Never feared the way our roads would divide our souls. Are you still thinking of me? Do you still what I feel for you? Are you standing by the shores as waves wash away our past? Time won't rewind, no, and nothing's left of us, So what am I holding on to? Different hearts break in different ways babe, So tell me why won't you make me whole again? I still find myself walking all these paths Just like a portal into our history. I recall the days you once smiled my way, Never feared I'd be lost in the ghost of you. Do you ever dream me? Do you toss and turn like me? I am losing my long fought war, and I'm nothing without you now. Time won't rewind, no, and nothing's left of us So what am I holding on to? Different hearts break in different ways babe, So tell me why won't you make me whole again? The war is lost, the fight is done and I'm giving to you. The war is lost, the fight is done, I can't escape the ghost of you. Time won't rewind, no, and nothing's left of us So what am I holding on to? Different hearts break in different ways babe, So tell me why won't you make me whole again?

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American Soldier (Demo)
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics I awake to the sounds of war, Gun in hand from the night before. Still afraid I won't survive this tour, Hide my fear to keep the free secure. Fight to surive, fight to protect. Fight for the brothers I serve beside. Fight through the night, fight through the day Fight until I earn the right to come home. So I feel sorry for the one who stands in my way, Faced off against the strongest force on Earth. Chorus: I've got a country I've sworn to protect, You die for yours, I'll live for mine. I haven't felt the warmth of home in years But I make this sacrifice for you. Ask for nothing in return, I'm an American soldier. I will turn the rivers red With the blood of the enemy. Fear replaced with adrenaline, And I will live to see another day. Fight to surive, fight to protect. Fight for the brothers I serve beside. Fight through the night, fight through the day Fight until I earn the right to come home. So I feel sorry for the one who stands in my way, Tethered to a fate that sends him six feet down. CHORUS The desert offers no peaceful hours, My weapon ready, no peaceful hours. GUITAR SOLO I just want to go home, I will finish the fight. CHORUS

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October (Original Song Demo)
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: It's been so many days, And I've counted every one since I last stood in the sun. Without you, I lost my light So I sit in the dark, and you're not there for me. And I watch days pass endlessly. Chorus: It's the way the calendar turns, It's the way the dates still mock me. It's the way you still live in my heart. It's the only way. I'm running out of different ways To describe the way I'm feeling, can't explain the way I'm grieving. And although it's been five long years, I never earned my wings to move on I only earned five years of tears and sad songs. Chorus: It's the way the calendar turns, It's the way the dates still mock me. It's the way you still live in my heart. It's the only way. It's the way the memories won't die. It's the way every date holds meaning. It's the way you still live in my heart. It's the only way. And I want to tell you not to worry about me, but I don't want to lie to you, I don't know how this story ends. I think it's best if I leave you alone, cause I can't stand to look in those eyes knowing they don't see what I want them to see in me. Chorus: It's the way the calendar turns, It's the way the dates still mock me. It's the way you still live in my heart. It's the only way. It's the way the memories won't die. It's the way every date holds meaning. It's the way you still live in my heart. It's the only way.

October
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Empty Cells
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Are you the ghost under my skin, Or just an unfamiliar friend? And can you help me on my way Or will you leave me here to fade? Are you the one caught in my dreams Or the nightmare in my head? I trusted once before, and look at me now. Chorus; I'm running on, I'm running empty cells in my soul. I'm not unbreakable, I'm just not that strong. And if I should let the walls come down, How will I know you won't break me down? I'm running on, I'm running on empty cells in my soul. Is this the fate I've made myself, Or just a temporary path? And as I tried to find my way, Why did you only stay one day? Are you the reason I still scream Into the pillow every night? I tried to just move on, and look at me now. Chorus; I'm running on, I'm running empty cells in my soul. I'm not unbreakable, I'm just not that strong. And if I should let the walls come down, How will I know you won't break me down? I'm running on, I'm running on empty cells in my soul. I don't need a reason, no not anymore. I don't need a reason, I'm just ready to go. You finally won, you broke me down So now you've gotten what you want. So this is it, this is goodbye. I'll see you on the other side. Solo Chorus; I'm running on, I'm running empty cells in my soul. I'm not unbreakable, I'm just not that strong. And if I should let the walls come down, How will I know you won't break me down? I'm running on, I'm running on empty cells in my soul.

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Horizons
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: I've watched a thousand suns come and go, And day blends with the night as they pass me by. I tore myself apart with truths I didn't know Up against the canvas of a darkening sky. I made myself a promise I knew I couldn't keep To never let my walls down, let nobody in. You gently grazed the wall and tore it down with ease. I let you in, but you left before it began. Chorus: My horizons grow dimmer every day. Those colors once so vibrant now are only grey. And I beat this once, but not again. These scars, they never heal, never go away. I stood before myself to witness my demise, The memory of what I never had still in my mind. I don't have a reason, and no disguise To cover up the pain of being left behind. Chorus It's my fault for falling so fast, It's my fault for having faith. I knew in my heart good things never last. It's the last time I learn my lesson the hard way. Chorus

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One Last Night
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Fragile and naked, my soul explodes Into an inferno of all my desires. And I, all I wanted was you. I should've known once I gave my heart it would never come true. Chorus: Before you go, I need to know why This door will close before you even let me try. Don't say goodbye, don't let it die tonight (let it die, don't let it die) All I need is one last night, just let me get the story right. Wasted and desperate my world implodes Into a catastrophe of my lost one. And I, all I can dream is you. You're somewhere just beyond my reach, and all my heart was not enough.

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Evil Will Rise
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Paralyzed, this village is caught praying To the deity that lied to them. Mesmerized, by the way they were so blind, The demon behind angel eyes. Oh, the evil will rise with the moon in the Skies, and the people will bow to the One they once called savior. Your misjudgment will be your demise. Unable to see behind the masks we wear. Led to slaughter like compliant sheep The hearts of the desperate are the easiest to control. Exorcise all the righteous and God-fearing, Deliver us from divinity. Parasites escaping from Gehenna Gormandize the flesh of man. Oh, the evil will rise like the changing of the Tides, and the flames will engulf the lands they once thought sacred. Your misjudgment will be your demise. Unable to see behind the masks we wear. Led to slaughter like compliant sheep The hearts of the desperate are the easiest to control. Bleed like victims, rot like corpses. Lifeless cities, burning pyres Scrape the heavens with the ashes. Fuck your world. Fate has it’s way. Humanity meets calamity. And there will never be a second chance, This was always destined to be the final dance. Your misjudgment will be your demise. Unable to see behind the masks we wear. Led to slaughter like compliant sheep The hearts of the desperate are the easiest to control.

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Inside Of Me
Jesse Ward 3

Lyrics: Here we are again, lost and separated. Everything you've said and done leaves scars. Sing regret with me. How did it come to this? Everything we worked to build lies in the dirt. Do you know that feeling? I just want to know I'm not alone. Chorus: You're the missing one inside of me And now I find I'll never be complete. You left a hollow place inside of me When you left, I'll never be the same. I can't feel my pulse, my heart is giving in. Every day you spend with him leaves scars. Do you regret like me? I wonder if you do. I bet you wish you'd never wasted time on me. Do you know that feeling? I just want to know I'm not alone. Chorus: You're the missing one inside of me And now I find I'll never be complete. You left a hollow place inside of me When you left, I'll never be the same. I'm tired of the tossing and turning, Just give me death, it'll ease the burning. I spoke a thousand words just hoping you'd listen, But through all this time, they couldn't span the distance. And all that's left to say.. I am not going, I am not going home again all alone again baby. If I have to leave a note to make you see, when I'm gone, what I went through I will, I will. All alone... Chorus: You're the missing one inside of me, And now I find I'll never be complete. You left a hollow place inside of me When you left, I'll never be the same.

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Don't Fear The Night
Jesse Ward 3
original
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Swan Song
Jesse Ward 3
ballad
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