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SUPER THICC
CHILL DAD

Love oh I stay high just to try and ease the pain of loving you baby girl with you so far away oh I cant try knowing nothing is the same but the way you move keeps me crawling back again Im less of a man for being weak to you I dont understand why you want me to Im living the ard life, I said Im still alive though im so, hungry and sick to the bone I need you desperately not eating nearly enough they said thinking you got it rough kid you have no clue shit gets much worse and you can count on that my dude

Indie
192
HOMEWORK
CHILL DAD

Purpose my baby waves her hair smoke in the air everywhere I cant explain thoughts in vain you must feel the same she's growing out of me but I cant stand to watch you leave Ive done my time tried to run away from everything

Indie
103
LIBRARY
CHILL DAD

Vanity oh Ive said all I can and you still dont even want to understand thats been shown shut your mouth and close your eyes and go to sleep take a break and never want to learn to read in between the lines think you got it made spewing all your lies tryna surf my wave why you gotta hate compete and not create you said see you in 2 years im sick of seeing your face gotta piss me off every time im drunk put me in my bag go and test your luck all your cryptic words tryna build suspense claim your so aware but you come off so dense

Indie
82
WAVES
CHILL DAD

Doubt I know I've got it so good babe or at least thats what they say but every thing just makes me anxious only more to take away affectionate but so impersonal cozy and dangling by a thread calm thats rolling in and out in waves love like a rope around my neck I still remember your face I hope your doing okay Ive been drowning somewhere somewhere out of your way

Indie
77
WARUI
CHILL DAD

Evil look me dead in my face listen close to what I say Im no mother fuckin hero cant trust anyone these days prison kingdom filled with liars sewers filled with snakes and rats dog eat dog and then retire man up bitch its not that bad fill your pockets up with cash fill your stomach up with trash its not so bad cant say its so bad Ive never felt at home, baby Ive never felt at home oh I play, but im so gone baby Ive never been so gone

Indie
37
PEANUT BUTTER BOY
CHILL DAD

Goodbye so hard to tell you where things went wrong clung to delusions singing your song you'll live your life and ill live mine take care so long peanut butter boy you cannot perceive whats real all of this is in your head

Indie
105
MONGREL (instr)
CHILL DAD
Indie
63
PILL Os
CHILL DAD

Recovery you dont have to hold on to something thats been long gone Ive always been afraid to tell you anyway changing aint always to bad could be better then what you have scratching away your skin and so the cycle begins this winters really been a cold one so I stay warm, relaxing till I get my summer, hun im passin out, collapsing Ive been so lost but still getting better doesn't matter the cost baby its only weather

Indie
151
WANT
CHILL DAD

Desire I care too much I need to find you need hopefully we could die now forever peace fully, empty im still too bummed to be happy the feelings that I feel they cant possibly be real Im a man with dignity not some slimy scummy eel I owe so much to so much I cant move because Im lazy as fuck cant be happy just cant decide Ill just sit around and wait inside

Indie
165
EW, BABY
CHILL DAD

Disgust have a hard time waking up all alone with no real reason to get up and live another day to deal with hunger pain so I just sleep it away and away a free 7 hour trial of death who wants to spend it sober anyway everyone around me is so depressed yeah they all wanna die oh its truly, the toxic wave that everyones been surfin makin me hurt harder then any bitch who broke me I dont want to keep going if your not there yeah you get it, but try not to nothings fair why'd you say that in the first place? how do the straight edge live? fucked myself with poor decisions, didn't sign up for this

Indie
210
HEAVY
CHILL DAD

Change I was so fucking heavy dragging all of this weight locked myself in my room writing songs full of hate lost and left to grow cold bitter old and confused overdosing on bad vibes nothing left to amuse im still shaking this terror but long grown out of my rage I've been learning through error nothing proud I can say waiting out the months grow a spine for once

Indie
172
BRICK
CHILL DAD

Loss standing outside in the freezing cold, just to smoke one more time getting too late but my eyes wont seem to close dont know why she said im tired of loosing every time I try sinking deeper runnin outta tears to cry oh, ive been there, and I cant go back Ive been there, and baby I cant go back so far away from anyone, anyone so far along, for anyone, everyone its too late

Indie
231
SLACK
CHILL DAD

Habit nothing doesn't change but I've been praying something wont doesn't heal the pain like it use to anymore spill my guts in vain but I choose to cuz im bored something in my brain wants to drag me through the floor baby livin aint a race, and I learned that too soon lately I cant keep the pace, and I just might loose you she can see it on my face, im runnin outta breath maybe nothings left to chase, but i can see death

Indie
125
NITEOUT
CHILL DAD

Experience carry on as if it never happened but its stuck inside my head getting tired of all the jokes and laughing slowly leaving me for dead baby you, you can change my mind see right through my eyes I cant hide, how you hypnotize baby you can waste my time

Indie
505
BRICK(single)
CHILL DAD

i c e y

Indie
471
NITEOUT (single)
CHILL DAD

i tried i really did

R&B & Soul
383
WAVES (single)
CHILL DAD
R&B & Soul
728
SUPER THICC (single)
CHILL DAD

a r d l i f e

R&B & Soul
346
LIQUID CIGARETTES
CHILL DAD

[B]ig money [B]evin

Indie
205
SELF ABSORBED
CHILL DAD
Indie
152
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