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Fool
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not necessarily about anyone in particular but if ur mind wonders, let it wander!! just tired of bending over backwards for those who wouldn't do the same. friend, family, s/o, if ur my world, i should be ur world too or it's not workinnnn the lyrics!!! are you stressed ‘cause you’re blowin up my phone kind of funny how that works if i called you you’d turn into a ghost and then you’d go until you needed somethin’ despite all of the favors and all the foolish labor i still just choose to stand here for you and after all this overthinking and always never sleeping i’ve realized that something’s gotta change i’m not a fool for you i won’t waste my time for fools like you because never will i ever do that again who are you to judge me to say to tell me how to behave who am i to stand here like a doormat i know i’m more than what it seems despite all of the favors and all the foolish labor i still just choose to stand here for you and after all this overthinking and always never sleeping i’ve realized that something’s gotta change i’m not a fool for you i won’t waste my time for fools like you because never will i ever do that again

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Ghost
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soooo this is a pretty vulnerable song for me, it's kind of a song about overcoming depression. basically, how my self-discovering side sees my negative side. here are the lyrics!!! am i awake? am i breathing? i can feel your heart not mine i forgot when it stopped beating i have lost my sense of time holy, ghost in me bury me in lies fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside i have yet, to find that peace of mind i'm alone bring me home to the girl i left behind oh, oh i don't trust these bones, anymore she's a wreck, she's a mess, and she's all torn apart and she's coming back again she's a wreck, she's a mess, and she's all torn apart and she's comin for me next holy, ghost in me bury me in lies fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside i have yet, to find that peace of mind i'm alone, bring me home to the girl i left behind oh, oh (lotsa oh's) holy, ghost in me bury me in lies fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside i have yet, to find that peace of mind i'm alone bring me home to the girl i left behind

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Toolbox
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i have this mental toolbox of just stuff to help me live my life, and my tools may not work in times of need but i try my best. the lyricssss: iv'e tried every bone in my body to get myself off this bed and i've tried every remedy to clear this cloud in my head i've even tried to glue back the pieces that i broke years ago i tried to tighten the screws on my friendships does it work? no one knows but i.. oh i me and my little toolbox (my little toolbox and i but this RHYMED) we'll get through all of these bummers maybe it'll fix me enough to make me last forever but i, oh, i'm no handyman put me back together i know it won't stay i'll do what i can to be okay and for the time being i know my life has meaning it may fall apart, now and then now and then oh i me and my little toolbox (my little toolbox and i but this RHYMED) we'll get through all of these bummers maybe it'll fix me enough to make me last forever but i, oh, i am no handyman oh oh (lots of oh's and humming) but i i'm no handyman

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
203
Anxiety
mina.lilly

this song is about my anxiety which is something i have suffered from for as long as i remember. recently, ive found ways to get around it and grow from what used to bring me down and i guess this is my "break-up song" with anxiety. da lyrics: my name doesn't matter it's what's inside my head the chaos is deafening but you'll get used to it, oh and we tell our own stories, where they're supposed to be here in our heads all the time all these damn thoughts that keep us up at night but when does it end? i wish that i could push you away like i did to everyone else and you're just one thing that's made me a mess and it's time to clean it up so now, goodbye i didnt know who i was before so you can save your breath her heart was shattered on the floor she didn't know how to fix she didnt know how to cope no she didn't how could she have known? you only taught me how to fear the world and never how i could love and so i thought that i would teach myself the things i know you won't and now i know you're the worst definitely, by far, the worst i wish that i could push you away like i did to everyone else and you're just one thing that's made me a mess and it's time to clean it up so goodnight, goodbye, farewell my only friend that i never really liked you tried to keep me safe, you tried to keep me sane but instead you ruined my life for the last time goodbye (XOXO)

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Paintings
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i wrote this about where my mind goes when i feel like im a wee bit stuck in life. it's about spreading optimism and finding your "island" if you catch my drift. here are the lyrics (they are a kind of off since i dont read them while i record): i don’t want to lie to you but i’m feeling really down i put my mask on again this morning to fit in with the crowd and i’m sorry for telling you i’m fine it’s just easier to lie i guess and if i told you what goes on in this mind i’m afraid i might scare you and i’m way too shy but here it goes i don’t know what i’m doing anymore and i’m crying on my bedroom floor and that’s alright that’s okay cuz when i’m stressed i like to paint pretty pictures of what i wish were real it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends and things that i love form into stars and the flowers bloom so pretty fireflies look like the city and the water flows in blues and there i’m not too shy to tell you i love you oh yes i do, i love u so, oh no if you know me you’d know that i like to dance in my room alone to the sounds that i call my music taste i’m a little crazy and a little bit odd but if you let me sing my song then maybe you can dance along with me and i could tell you what’s wrong in this song oh here i go again i don’t know what i’m doing anymore and i’m crying on my bedroom floor and that’s alright that’s okay cuz when i’m stressed i like to paint pretty pictures of what i wish were real it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends and things that i love form into stars and the flowers bloom so pretty fireflies look like the city and the water flows in blues and there i’m not too shy - now tell me something i think i’ve talked enough tell me did i talk too much? did i mess this up? tell me did i talk too much? did i talk too much? baby did i mess this up i don’t think i talked enough! cuz i don’t know what i’m doing anymore and i’m crying on my bedroom floor and that’s alright that’s okay cuz when i’m stressed i like to paint pretty pictures of what i wish were real it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends and things that i love form into stars and the flowers bloom so pretty fireflies look like the city and the water flows in blues and there i’m not too shy to talk to you

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
901
Enchanted
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so i wrote this awhile back and im just now uploading it, lots of static and i used my headphone mic so thats why you can hear my hair touch it sometimes lol but i hope you guys like it!! :) LYRICS: so delicate a fragile art she calls her skeleton so sacred, so american unaware of such beauty that she’s been given and that heart of hers, you won’t forget it she’ll hold onto love even when she’s feeling numb she’ll make you feel pure, and fall hopelessly in love for that one soul, that's her one toll eyes greener than the trees on the mountain tops words softer than the feathers holding your sleepy head more dreamy than the paradise you see with closed eyes enchanted by her wholeness I'm mesmerized so beautiful, her mind is a garden, but her thoughts are too crowded and those words of hers hold stories that old soul of hers so holy eyes greener than the trees on the mountain tops words softer than the feathers holding your sleepy head more dreamy than the paradise you see with closed eyes enchanted by her wholeness I'm mesmerized

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Guessing
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i took a break from writing since i had no inspiration in me to write more so here i am again and i hope you guys like it :) i added ocean wave sounds in the back i swear its not static (ok maybe a little) LYRICS: are you done playing games with my heart ‘cause i’m all worn out and out of tears for you are you done, playing numb for your fans for the world in case they judge you for your heart can you see me in the corner can you hear me when i call for you can you feel me when i talk to you do you feel things too i just gotta know i don’t know what you want but i know that i want you boy use your words and spill the truth lemme know if you want me too do you want me too is your mind as busy as mine open your eyes and see that time flies when we’re together could it be forever and i know i can get a little crazy but your talkin’ is getting kind of lazy oh i wish you would just use your mouth i don’t know what you want but i know that i want you i don’t wanna be guessin’ and i shouldn’t be stressing over you and now you’re just wasting all my time boy use your words and spill the truth lemme know if you want me too is your mind as busy as mine open your eyes and see that time flies when we’re together could it be forever

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Alright
mina.lilly

everything's alright LYRICS: what i do is just what makes me i laugh too loud and my musics way too foul and knowing me you'd probably think i'm crazy my hearts on fire and my energies too high and that's alright, that's alright i wont change for anyone else but me i don't care what people think go ahead and laugh at my dance moves i'll keep dancing till i cant move my feet and that's alright, i feel fine i feel good in my own skin and that's how it should be how it should be you never know how beautiful you are you never know until you accept yourself you'll never know until you take that step take that time to love yourself what i do is just what makes me i laugh too loud and my musics way too foul and knowing me you'd probably think i'm crazy my hearts on fire and my energies too high and that's alright, i feel fine i feel good in my own skin and that's how it should be how it should be

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Countless
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the unconditional love you provide is endless LYRICS: i've seen that face many times before i've heard that song too many times to count because it feels too real i've felt those lips more than the stars could ever tell i've held your hand even when the ground was pulling you down and through it all i love you endlessly you've taught me how i should love myself more you've made this girl a whole 'nother world you let her rule the love you provide for me is countless ooh ooh (x2) i've been lost in your eyes more than the rain could ever fall i think of you more than the times you've made me laugh loving you has been my favorite thing to do if i could count how many times you've showed me love we'd be too old and i wouldn't figure it out your love is like a beautiful song set in gold your love is like a soft duet between two old souls to love has never been so pure

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Let It Be
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no matter what, just let it be bc stress is so irrelevant to dwell over LYRICS: it’s an art they call the world too wrapped up with what’s inside what they don’t wanna learn is what takes too much time so they just sit and dwell on what’s wrong what you gotta do is breathe the more you worry won’t change a single thing you gotta just breathe just let it be, let it be, let it be there’s more to life than just the worst the stress the tears it’s all rehearsed not a single day goes by where everything is fine but there’s more to life than letting it be all what you gotta do is breathe the more you worry won’t change a single thing you gotta just breathe just let it be, let it be, let it be just let it be, let it be, let it be (x2) it’s an art they call the world too wrapped up with what’s inside what they don’t wanna learn is what takes too much time so they just sit and dwell on what’s wrong what you gotta do is breathe the more you worry won’t change a single thing you gotta just breathe just let it be, let it be, let it be

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Brown Eyes
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a classic I wrote in 7th grade about my best friend when she was going through a rough time LYRICS: if the stars, went out of sight then you'll do just fine just like tonight and i love you, just the way you are you and all your little scars where did you get those big, beautiful brown eyes? that heart i'd gladly call mine i would make your soul my treasure and hope you might just love me back i would take your hand with pleasure and do whatever you liked la la la i love you, i love you, i love you- (x2) where did you get those big, beautiful brown eyes? that heart i'd gladly call mine i would make your soul my treasure and hope you might just love me back i would take your hand with pleasure and do whatever you liked

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Lady
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one gal walks into a cafe, headphones are best <3 enjoy LYRICS: lady walks in so subtle red buttons on her silly sweater drenched from the rain w/ her broken umbrella asks if you have a minute she says, "today's not my day, not my day showed up to work a half hour late locked myself out of my car, left my wallet in my house, today is not my day not my day today is not my day, not my day" burnt her tongue on her macchiato a goofy smile placed above her chin big blonde bun on the top of her noggin infects me w/ her contagious grin, she says, "today is not my day, not my day I woke up an hour late, hour late spilled my coffee on my shoes but what am i trying to prove it's okay not to be okay everybody has those days" little lady walks out of the cafe she says "thank you for your time" claims i made up her whole day, her whole day i said "no, darlin you made mine" i say, today has not been great, not so great my missing glasses are somewhere on the highway but you walked in today with a big smiley face you turned my frown upside down made me smile for awhile and i don't even know your name my bad luck for burning my pancakes my bad timing for staying up too late but i believe that everything happens for a reason a certain timing and it becomes a whole meanin' but as i was saying just dont keep waiting for a great big change enjoy every little moment, even if it's the worst because no matter what, you'll hop right over it just because you made a mistake doesn't make the whole day bad, no so today, today's been okay day

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
8,996
Roads
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This song is inspired by a boy in my life that means the whole world to me, hope you enjoy :) LYRICS: what would you do if I said goodbye? just picked up and left, start another life? but how could I be so blind when everything I've ever wanted, would be left behind I travel on these roads they take me to nowhere and somehow I found you so they lead me somewhere where you are is my home and where you're not, is when I'm lost my mind is like traffic but my heart is a garden your love is my sprout and it keeps on growin and this flower blooms grows near the sidewalk guides me to you I travel on these roads they take me to nowhere and somehow I found you so they lead me somewhere where you are is my home and where you're not, is when I'm lost I travel on these roads they take me to nowhere and somehow I found you so they lead me somewhere where you are is my home and where you're not, is when I'm lost

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Young Love
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I wrote this song with the help of my cousin, Lily. Title speaks for itself :)hope you enjoy! LYRICS: (verse 1) picture this we were just kids holdin' hands and lockin' our lips (verse 2) you and me we were so young in the summer sittin' in the sun (pre-chorus) oh I I'll never get sick of you pullin' my hair memories to share hoppin' over squares yes you mean the whole world to me with music to play laughin' all day spending time with you (chorus) this young love this young love (verse 3) in the park going down slides watching clouds as they pass by (verse 4) we were the bestest of friends till we drifted apart but I know in my heart we were one (pre-chorus) oh I I'll never get sick of you pullin' my hair memories to share hoppin' over squares yes you mean the whole world to me with music to play laughin' all day spending time with you (chorus) this young love this young love

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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Chemicals
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this is an original track I wrote, sung, and played on the ukulele. very proud of it and took multiple takes so I hope you enjoy it :) LYRICS: I'm not a toy don't wanna be played with not a game, such a shame to turn away but you're black I'm white these chemicals don't mix right I'm vinegar you're water but these feeling don't seem to matter you're high I'm low I'm yes you're no none of this makes sense but we're in this till the end lost in confusion just an illusion barely completion just in love with you solving this puzzle such a big hassle stuck in this maze such a long chase you're just so great how could anyone replace you I'm baffled by the fact that I love you but you're black I'm white these chemicals don't mix right I'm vinegar you're water but these feeling don't seem to matter you're high I'm low I'm yes you're no none of this makes sense but we're in this till the end lost in confusion just an illusion barely completion just in love with you solving this puzzle such a big hassle stuck in this maze such a long chase

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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