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hands
flatsound

i always liked how your hands looked and not just in comparison to mine they were an artists hands calloused from building walls and skin covered in clay that cracked as it dried you see, i have two thoughts before touching someones hands are they soft? i hope not not too soft because four years ago i fell into a hole so as soon as they touch i wonder if they're strong enough to help pull me to the top and are they cold? god i hope so because mine are so cold that anytime someone touches them they ask me if something's wrong i know that most people have walls but i just don't think mine are the same you are hiding away i am trying to escape i am inside of a cave trying to retain the memory of the last time that i saw the light of the day and i told you that where i am felt permanent and you told me to give it time because nothing is but the minute our hands touched i felt something click because they were strong with the force to dig your nails into the earth and make the world suddenly stop and they were cold like the metal gears and glass casing constructing a clock and i know that i'm not moving fast enough i know that so much time has already passed us up and i know that it must be frustrating to stand in front of someone who keeps promising you that they'll get better without the evidence to back it up but you have to trust me the past is ugly but i'll make it to the other side as long as i know that when i get there i'll have somebody please, i know that i can do this i just need another half a month i can pull through this i just need our hands to touch you said that you would always look for me in the crowd with the same eagerness that a child sifts through the lost and found searching for anything that felt missing never considering what would happen the moment you stopped as if the moment you're not looking for an object is the moment it stops being lost i get it, you were cold but i wanted to be more than just a coat clinging onto a body that i was never constructed to hold or a mirror to look into when your reflection stopped looking like a person that you know i know that you know the feeling of new clothes but do you know what it's like to sit at the bottom of a box every night replaying the fantasy of cold hands reaching inside to take you home you said you felt lost when you were found out the death of our hands on your couch was the birth of discovery that someone elses hands could feel cold and in that sudden rush i thought of all the hands that could help me build a home and none of them looked like yours

Indie
8,599
bored
flatsound

what did you expect i've always been a little bit pretentious is it stuck in your head as the only thing i've ever been this is not what i meant when i said it's repetitive and hard to forget but i am so bored i wonder if i should even try how'd you get me so bored i'm still waiting to come alive if i wasn't so bored i would get up and i'd go outside but i am so bored all the time what did you expect i've always been a little introspective i get stuck in my head like it's the only place i've ever been this is not gonna end without bottles of medicine so i stay in my bed because i am so bored i wonder if i should even try how'd you get me so bored i'm still waiting to come alive if i wasn't so bored i would get up and i'd go outside but i am so bored without you in my life

Indie
9,704
by your side
flatsound

see myself in a screen wasting days, counting weeks getting more familiar with how you speak while you're away from me but i don't want to say goodbye because it's safer when i'm by your side i want to be near you like i'm meant to but hey i think it's going to be alright when we're sleeping and i'm by your side i want to learn to fly but it's safer when i stay inside i want you but the monster won't let me escape here

Indie
32,450
hummingbird
flatsound
13,103
action scene
flatsound
10,887
when we met
flatsound
9,982
oatberry
flatsound
6,529
wash away
flatsound
8,408
destroy you
flatsound

forty seven pictures in a text to remind me of the ones inside my head a simple plan for complicated friends i promise that i'll be fine in the end but i think it would destroy you wouldn't it? i haven't stopped thinking of what you said you don't know how much i want to be with you again but i think it would destroy you i'm so scared i'll destroy you and i don't want to destroy you what if it destroys you like it used to this would destroy you wouldn't it?

Indie
28,103
house hunting song (cover)
flatsound

a cover from one of my favorite adventure time songs.

Indie
19,538
the balance of being held
flatsound

you came back to a place where nothing feels the same now that we both made a mistake but honey you came back you came back from everything we wanted to end but everything you wanted you could find in someone else that isn't quite as lost or broken as this left me so actually lets close the door and i actually will turn the key and we'll actually start moving on because actually you want to be with someone else someone with stronger hands to find the balance of being held without the burden of holding back and i just want to be myself around anyone so no i don't hate you at all we're all just looking for something to look forward to the little single moment that stops the earth from turning a little piece of something that makes this all feel worth it it goes on and on and on i look for it in everyone i look for you in everyone

Indie
57,930
i'm nervous
flatsound

i lie in my bed, with the things i thought that we said and try to pretend that everything was dead but you wanted to be in anyone else's life, right? and i will forget i'm anyone else's type, right? i'm nervous and yeah, i've been talking to someone else i really think it helps this all feel like it's over soon say goodbye

Indie
48,210
you said remembering would feel too much like moving back home
flatsound

a house, a home, a window you were here before the floorboards broke in on themselves like black holes are the promises you keep just for people that you want because you can't read any of our old conversations but i read them so often it's like we still talk

Indie
68,597
remembering a room that isn't there
flatsound
Indie
45,940
nothing good comes from being gone
flatsound
Indie
54,856
ferris bueller
flatsound
Indie
57,406
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