𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 tracks on Soundclound

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hometowns
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

prod. by me :)

Alternative Rock
118
all for you // die in LA (prod. splashgvng)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

CHECK OUT SPLASHGVNG'S BEATS! https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng twitter: https://twitter.com/splashgvng

Alternative Rock
396
nothing seemed to matter (feat. CELESTIA)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶
Hip-hop & Rap
434
i've been alone before and i will be again (feat. ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

LISTEN TO ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ SC: https://soundcloud.com/damiyen TWITTER: https://twitter.com/myemofruit [𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 :] it’s always too late at night by the time you miss me cause i’ll be dead asleep in the bed where you left me isn’t that funny the imprint where you used to be is still there just but it’s stained in whiskey alone in the nights my skin is itching from histamines dope in my backpack i stay hiding from the damn police and we may have been different then, maybe we could have changed maybe I could have been someone else, someone I could have feigned maybe you’d have stayed maybe if I had been less fucked up life would have gone my way i’m so superficial wont you just look my way i’m starting to miss you, why did you walk away? hollobody with a broken posse that’s the way it’ll stay homies got my back though i ain’t dying today remember how we used to be remember where we used to go? those days are over now, I said those days are over now Ion think you love me anymore I see the flame dying you haven’t hit me up I days I think you stopped trying is it too soon to fall apart in the club drunk, compensating for a broken heart? high but Im feeling low can you see i'm dying? i don’t wanna live but can’t you see i'm trying is it too soon to call you in the club fucked up? I think i’ll never get over you (x2) [☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ :] visions in my head u don't leave my bed everytime u left is everytime that i bled u don't need me all the time i can do often cocaine lines cocaine lines im feeling dead i can hear u scream i can hear u screaming for me u know what i need u know just what i need i can hear u scream i can hear u screaming for me u know what i need u know just what i need lay me down till we see the sun light until ur all mine u can fuck me all night and my demons here too but i hope u don't mind i hope u don't mind i hope u don't mind

Alternative Rock
8,556
i can't breathe w/ ♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡ (prod. ♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

CHECK OUT ♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡ !!! @lilbearshawty TWITTER: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty LYRICS: [♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡ :] i can’t breathe without u i can’t love without u i don’t know what i would do without u every single time i wake up night time thinking bout the past times when u were mine i can’t breathe without u i can’t leave without u bring me closer death i know it’s like 1 AM and i’m still thinkin bout u where did all the time go yeah [𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 :] bacardi in my throat and I sip slow invite you to my home but i just wish you would go my chest is caving i been doin way too much blow but I can barely feel it when my mother fuckin heart broke suboxone on my tongue so i don’t have to let you in I love you now but we both know that this will end i’ll be all alone and i’ll get so fucked up again my brain floods with chemicals i think i’m nearing my own death I almost died this morning couldn't let you go but I can't breath with you I just thought you should know You were my everything this is so devastating never thought that you could hate me i guess I was mistaken baby take my hand i can fit us a coffin for 2 you might say you hate me but but baby i would die for you I need you now or never you make feel better I need you now or never

Ambient
906
would you care at all?
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

LYRICS: please watch me fall down this hole again with 80mg pills i won't have to let you in i won't have to feel this can't be real i've been here before i can't feel anymore lead me away from what I can't stop please forgive me I'll never end up on top the lights in my eyes could in a day and i've been here before i don't wanna feel anymore nothing comes good at being up at 3 A.M. but i'm no good and these days I'm not the same if god was real, he would have responded and I wouldn't have to wake up I don't wanna be here and I shouldn't be every passing moment brings me closer to dying I don't wanna be here and I shouldn't be leave me here to go in peace I'll just get high maybe tonight, oh I'll get high maybe I'll die, maybe i'll die I'll just get high maybe tonight, oh I'll get high maybe I'll die, maybe i'll die I'll just get high maybe tonight, oh I'll get high maybe I'll die, maybe i'll die

Alternative Rock
567
i don't wanna do this anymore (feat. nolivesleft)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

LISTEN TO NOLIVESLEFT https://soundcloud.com/imnolivesleft twitter: https://twitter.com/nolivesleft_ LYRICS: [𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶:] I just want you to love me but we’re both too busy dying need you to need me but only see you in the nighttime twisted up in the sheets when we cant remember our own names cocaine binges and flexing insane perceptions of fame I hear you cry (oh) i don't wanna do this anymore (Oh) I don't wanna live anymore I dont wanna live anymore (remember the times) remember the times? remember the places? where we used to sit under the old pine trees wasting away our lives but I almost promised we could be alright [nolivesleft:] is it me or him I gotta know You can’t stay here at the cross roads my heart is broken and my soul can’t take this anymore I looked you in your pretty blue eyes told you that I cared but your love was a lie And youre the other guy Now there’s a hollow tip right between my eyes

Alternative Rock
369
feel (feat. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

CHECK OUT ♡❀lilbearshawty ❀♡ !!! https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty TWITTER: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty VIDEO: https://youtu.be/f-Ts1ATiYrA LYRICS: [𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 :] so i’ll pour a 4 I drink that shit right up but i’m so alone I pretend ion give a fuck percocet and hi-tech I can barely recall last night consciousness it come and go baby ion feel right oh I miss you I swear I want you so bad oh I need u without you life feels so bland both feel alone we don’t know what the fuck to do roll a few spliffs i’ll stay high until I see you [ ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ :] ill stay high until i see u baby i cant feel u but i know that i need u and yea i’m tryna die too shawty i’m just like u lil bear big bands but i still feel blue i be mixin drugs up just for fun i be doin what it takes to get numb ill stay up all night and die ill stay up all night and cry ill stay up all night get high ill stay up thinkin bout the times u lied [𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶 :] and you always fuck with my head I wake up wishing I was dead got this feelin it’s like constant dread but baby I really couldn’t tell you that

Alternative Rock
656
got a voice in my head (feat. EMO FRUITS)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

SUPPORT ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ !!!! (HE'S SO TALENTED TRUST) SOUNDCLOUD: www.soundcloud.com/damiyen TWITTER: www.twitter.com/myemofruit <3

Hip-hop & Rap
840
methadone slurring (PRD. Grip)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

💔 thank u for listening 💔 COVER ART BY HANNAH SIMMONS ⬇️ IG: @satyress CHECK OUT GRIP'S MUSIC!! ⬇️ SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/lilghostbois Twitter: https://twitter.com/Lil_GHOSTBoi LYRICS: can I meet you at the bottom of a bottle maybe you could cork me in i’m drowning here in liquor but i won’t tell her that I miss her ion know how I feel this can’t be real I dont think i’ll ever heal bitch I smoke my black off foil you try to tell me that I changed I said I dont even need you you said you might walk away (fuck no) my drugs come first and methadone slurrin snort coca when i’m hurting mix that with some perky’s you know i’m taking 30’s sipping something dirty don’t nobody know me nobody even know sleep through the night bitch i’m poppin hydros i woke up blood fucking dripping from my nose lucid dreaming in a nightmare seem like you pretend you care you left me sleeping alone baby tell me i’m your all (All the pretty stars shine for you, my love) I have no love to spare (Am I the girl that you dream of?) i’m lucid dreaming in my nightmares can I meet you at the bottom of a bottle maybe you could cork me in (I have no love to spare) i’m drowning here in liquor (but i won’t tell her that I miss her) i’m lucid dreaming in my nightmares can I meet you at the bottom of a bottle maybe you could cork me in i’m drowning here in liquor but i won’t tell her that I miss her (All the pretty stars shine for you, my love) for you my love (Am I the girl) am i the boy? (that you dream of?) that you dream of?

Hip-hop & Rap
3,105
last lullaby
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

break down I hear your name it hurts every time No drug is a strong enough to escape mind my love is never gonna be enough a failed suicide still left you behind Could have done a few more lines I thought it through this time It was dark in my room that night Everyone asleep just doing fine Ion wanna change one day you’ll see im just another fucking wannabe the day I get high is the day you’ll leave my lonely reprieve me and roxy hold me down just hold me together just stay here forever just please stay around and will you stay for the night? will you stay in my sight? cause I never wanna see you go [x2] wrapped up in the sheets don’t let me get high all alone your voice sounds so sweet when you’re hitting up my phone (you're hitting up my phone) [x2] hold me down just hold me together just stay here forever just please stay around your voice sounds so sweet when you’re hitting up my phone (you're hitting up my phone) [x2]

Indie
291
breathe
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

I’ve been tryin my best My cigarette stays wet I don’t know what to tell what do you want from me? I don’t know what to say it’s getting hard to breathe (x2) Hopeless dope fiend Keep dying in my dreams I don’t know what to tell you what do you want from me? I don’t know what to say it’s getting hard to breathe

Ambient
150
hi-tech (feat. EMO FRUITS)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

it’s that feeling of relapse I know to well I wonder what may mom would say if I killed myself a mason jar full of gorilla glue number four got a 8 of hi-tech and I woke up on fucking the floor (on the floor) You can choose to leave me cause things weren't the same, they didn't feel right the droning of the engine was my only solace that night drove all the way from LA to Reno under the moonlight almost slept on the 395 I coulda died well, I almost tried I am post death like I'm Gucci life like a movie can’t catch a break i’m moving out this little town can’t keep me down fuck outta my face I'll be top 10 like my space finna make a stack off a stupid song with a stupid hook and i’m gone this blunt smoke might stunt growth but i give a fuck and i’m high sleep on the clouds at night and I love what I find on a starry night and I fry do I see the truth or all lies i’m accessing my inner self so one day I might shine [EMO FRUITS] Baby come thru can u sip this (sip this) I ain’t talkin shit I really live this Tech got me moving slow I just wanna take u home baby don’t leave me alone (leave me alone) I been waiting for awhile now (awhile now) The drugs only thing Stopping me from blowin my brains out (Blow my brains out) Feeling numb Pass out Right now In ur arms (x4)

Hip-hop & Rap
503
wake up sad (feat. 1800entity)
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

I can feel the scratch marks you left on my back we sleep next to each other but we wake up sad how about that? you miss me you want me to move to the LB see the the OC sunsets on an empty beach take me please i feel the blood running through my veins just a sign that i’m still alive today ain’t that strange? i’ve been getting high just to feel sane blowing smoke as I waste away just wanna be saved noooo I just wish I could pull it together quit smoking and drinking and crying (pull it together) i’ve been awake all night I wanna die, i wanna die (i wanna die) this don’t feel right [x2] [1800entity] i fucked up and i feel real sorry baby girl you know i wanna have you in my arms babe so please call back before i go to bed and i wake up sad cause i know its not ideal what we did and what we could feel but i'm looking at the photos on my wall thinking about how we had it all (hollowbody) I just wish I could pull it together quit smoking and drinking and crying (pull it together) i’ve been awake all night I wanna die, i wanna die (i wanna die) this don’t feel right [x2]

post-myspace
1,358
cut my hair :/
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

i love you more than the drugs got my priorities so mixed up i don't wanna live i been fucked up i've been all alone and that shit suck

alternative rock
239
whatevr
𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔟𝔬𝔡𝔶

fuk it

Hip-hop & Rap
694
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