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don't play your card
mxmtoon

your new anti-love song, enjoy!! lyrics + chords: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDLcjpq3IH4&feature=youtu.be

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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temporary nothing
mxmtoon

it's all temporary, just hang on it'll become better. lyrics: how does it feel to feel nothing at all i wonder i imagine it’s grey like the world suddenly lost its color but i’d be lying if i said i hadn’t wished to feel nothing to feel nothing at times cause feelings are painful i don’t wanna suffer through all those moments without you when i lost you anger and sadness they’re always there they’re always pretty rough to cope with feelings oh feelings you tear me apart i wish i could start again again but i know that there’s the other side the one that i can’t see right now but i’ll find it yeah i’ll find it and when i do i’ll be so better for the rest so much better in my chest can you feel can you feel and when you do you’ll be so happy that you felt so happy that you dealt with it yeah you dealt with it feelings oh feelings you tear me apart i wish i could start again again but i know that there’s the other side the one that i can’t see right now but i’ll find it yeah i’ll find it and i used to think that being numb would ease the pain but i was wrong i was so wrong it’s just better to feel and know you’re alive while reminding yourself that it’s temporary oh it won’t last for long

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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birdie
mxmtoon

*lyrics + chords are below chunk of text this was written for a creative project assigned in my race and mixed-race literature english seminar. the premise of the song has to do with the struggle that mixed-race people undergo in their lives, specifically wondering if they'll ever truly find a place for themselves in the world and in doing so learn to "fly" or become comfortable with their identity. the song is based off the book "caucasia" by danzy senna which is an excellent read, i highly recommend it, and written from the protagonist's (birdie) perspective. i hope you enjoy! it's a lil different than past songs. Chords: Am, C, F, F for Chorus/Verses *There's a Dm instead of the second F chord for the starred portion. Am, C, D, D for the Bridge [Chorus/Intro] My name is Birdie But I barely know how to fly I am lost in a place I don’t know how to describe [Verses] It’s like I live between two worlds There’s nothing in the middle for me I keep trying to side with one But it’s so hard to just try and be Nobody sees me the way that i want them to My inner perception changes And i can’t seem to break through I can’t seem to exist without Another validating who I am My face is jumbled Reflections crumble Until i feel a damn sham [Chorus] My name is Birdie And I’m trying to learn how to fly I am here in a place I don’t know how to describe [Verse] I’ve been so many things And too little of others I live between planes Exist between mother and father [Bridge] But there’s Cole She’s my rock Speaking Elemeno tones Without a clock I felt free with her Like I could be with her But our time was cut so short Now I wanna be with her Yeah, I wanna go see her I’ve got eyes on me though it’d be the last resort [Chorus] My name is Birdie I need to know myself before I fly I live in a place Other’s wouldn’t be able to describe But I know I’m not alone I know there’s more than one place to call home Whether it’s people Or a place it’s all equal… to me [Interlude] When you don’t have a home Or a place to call your own When you don’t have a home Or a place to call your own [Chorus/Outro] My name is Birdie I’m barely learning to fly I live in a place Some other’s might be able to describe I know i’m not alone I know there’s more than one place to call home Whether it’s people Or a place it’s all equal To me

Folk & Singer-Songwriter
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la vie en rose
mxmtoon

quick lil cover for you all :-)

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stuck
mxmtoon

"stuck" was originally released on youtube. some of you may have already heard it, and the plan was to include the re-recorded version on my upcoming album "plum blossom" but alas, i felt the need to release it to you all earlier. lately, the support i've been shown and the kindness that you all have given me has been crazier than i could have ever imagined, and i owe it to you all, so thank you! i'm also curious to know what you all think it's about, i think the song can be applied to a bunch of situations but i'm wondering what YOU think :-) here are the chords and lyrics: Capo - 2nd fret G Gmaj7 C Cm i’m stuck in the middle of two places the more i try to think about it my mind just overwhelms me then i’m stuck in the middle of two places i thought i understood myself but i stray farther from that everyday my feelings confuse me and i don’t think i could foresee another split in my identity can i really accept this reality maybe i suppressed it and bottle it up is it time for me to tell them all and finally grow up… i’m stuck in the middle of two places i know others are okay with this but i’m still grappling with feeling oh so stuck in the middle of two places it should be easy to admit but i just don’t feel like i quite fit. am i enough am i enough i don’t know i don’t know i tidon’t know if i’m enough if i’m enough would i be happier with who i am but then again, what’s enough to them? (Bridge) G Gmaj7 Am D i find myself laying awake at night with hypotheticals erasing feelings of being alright maybe it’s okay that i can’t quite label it i’m sure i’m not alone in the fact i can’t admit that i’m stuck in the middle of two places but that’s fine, i guess it’s fine cause maybe one day i’ll be okay in the middle of two places just like others i’ll accept that i don’t need to be perfect-ly whole. that’s okay. that’s okay… it’s okay that i’m in the middle of two places

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skinny love
mxmtoon

this is a REALLY old cover, like from last year lmao i figured i might as well post it, there are some volume issues, but i still love the song a lot and had fun covering it lol.

birdy
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lil bamboo (prod. frith)
mxmtoon

a QUICK meme!! i honestly had a lot of fun making this and even if it's really bad i still had a good time. major props to frith for the beat lol, check his stuff out here: https://soundcloud.com/55199

princess kaguya
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the sideline
mxmtoon

hi guys, i'll probably be gone for a lil while so here's something to last you until i come back. sendin my love, wishin you all the best with the start of school/things in your life, i hope everything is going smoothly and i hope most of all you're doin okay. bye!! the audio is a lil wonky on this track i'm so sorry, i dunno how to mix music and i am just confused all the time and too nervous to ask for heLP so HERE U GO !!! AHHHHHHH ok bye bye bye

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feelings are fatal
mxmtoon

it's been a long time coming, but here it is, i hope you all like it chords: Dmin G C C7 lyrics: i’m happy for you i’m smiling for you i’d do anything for you for you it’s always for you and never or me i need it to stop so let me tell you please i’m always sad and i’m always lonely but i can’t tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal) how many times must i keep it inside i need to let go and i swear that i’ve tried but opening up means trusting others and that’s just too much, i don’t want to bother so i’ll keep it inside and bury it deep i know it’s not healthy but you won’t hear a peep though i’m always sad and i’m always lonely i could never tell you that i’m breaking slowly closed doors locked in, no keys keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but, my feelings are fatal (my feelings are fatal)

884,620
our time is up
mxmtoon

our time is up i’ve given up

47,025
late nights are for lonely people
mxmtoon

late nights are for lonely people laying awake hardly lying peaceful my mind is restless with the thoughts of you and all the things you do i can hardly close my eyes

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cliché
mxmtoon

sticking with the theme of happy sounding love songs, here's the latest addition... "cliché"! i hope you all enjoy it, i had a lot of fun writing it and i think it's rather fun to listen as well. :-) i've also noted that people really like having lyrics so here they are haha: i walked into the room and i then i saw your face you looked me in the eye i wanted to erase myself, myself i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in i looked down at the ground and then i felt it right within, it was too late for me (late for her) you took a step forward and tilted your head with a curious glance you stared and i felt dead, oh my god, i think i’m dying! you said “hey” and i said “hello” what’s your name? i’d really like to know about you, too bad i stopped at “hello.” i just stared and you grinned and looked right back it felt like just one big whirlwind one big whirlwind over the next few days we got to talking with every single word i started falling farther and farther for you you were witty and so charming you swept me off my feet you made me laugh you made me blush oh no one could compete (no one could compete!) it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true) i wanted to be with you (and only with you) we clicked like legos or the clacking of tap shoes you say “hey” i said “hello, how was your day?” you said “better now” with a smile. oh what a cliché. but to be honest it made my day! i didn’t wanna fall but then i stepped right in i looked up at your face and those eyes , they drew me in, it was too late for me that’s what we were a simple cliche it wasn’t made to work but i wouldn’t have it any other way you were witty and so charming you swept me off my feet you made me laugh you made me blush oh no one could compete (no one could compete!) it seemed to good to be true (it was too good to be true) i wanted to be with you (and only with you) we clicked like legos or the clacking of tap shoes you say “hey” i said “hello, i gotta know, do you feel this way?” you said “yeah i do, but i was scared of what you might say…” that’s all we were, a silly cliché i still think you’re cute but maybe it’s better this way bah duh dum bah duh dum bah duh duh duh duh dum bah duh dum that’s okay we’re just a little cliché duh dah dum, and that’s okay!

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better than u
mxmtoon

i am delirious as it is 2:30 in the morning and i need to sleep but i found this in my music dump and it wasn't finished so i finished it and now it is done and weird and i hope u enjoy and it's not depressing wowowowow okay goodnight love to u all

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hong kong
mxmtoon

i've been missing hong kong and all that jazz so i wrote a song about it last night. it's a little different, subject-wise, but i think missing family is something that a lot of us experience. and/or the feeling of being left behind. anyways, so sorry i've been posting sad sad songs, i suppose music is the only outlet i allow myself to be emo through haha the cover art is also done by me, and if you're wondering, the character means family/home

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i love suffering
mxmtoon

i'm so sorry i forced your ears to listen to this i have a deep appreciation for music, i really do, but also smash mouth

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please don't
mxmtoon

surprise! here's another song, sorry i've been absent for a while. school ends soon for me so i'll be able to start uploading things a little more regularly :-) for now, hopefully, this suffices. i'm not 100% sure how to feel about it, i had no idea it would be four minutes long but wowie it was haha anyways, enjoy (or just listen and then never listen again, either is fine)

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the idea of you
mxmtoon

i wrote this yesterday very quickly. it's nice that writing songs is becoming a little easier :-) hope you all like it

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something
mxmtoon

very short track, maybe it'll turn into something bigger! i hope some of you can relate, not that i necessarily want you to relate to this because it sucKS, but if you sympathize with anything sung, know you're not alone. much love. EDIT: thank you all for this love on this track! the full-length song has been written and will appear on my EP that is coming this july! stay tuned :-)

uke
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