The first single from the upcoming record "altered state" in which I turn up the amps and get loud again.
gotta find a way to get through the day
gotta learn to do more than medicate
gotta walk and talk and stay awake
tired of being tired with a headache
will to survive
kill or feel alive
trying not to die again
always find me lost inside a broken brain
hoping i can face another sunday morning
i am not my sickness
if i made it through the worst
can it just get better?
maybe i am wired to self-destruct
all of this desire is never enough
how can i get through this
when i can’t sleep
why must i always feel incomplete?